You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Unscrew love
Happy Belated Fifth Monthsary to pretty boy, Ayie!
I know things are rather slow for us now. Though at times I feel unfair, I've tried lots of times giving in now since you've really given in a lot to me. Im trying to make everything not stay like how it was suppose to be. Maybe people say you're being unfair to me cause this was once from me and things get so bad. And things that happen twice from you I've let it go. I don't care what they say to me. To me it was their opinions. But I agreed to myself and I've admitted to you, giving in saying im the one at fault. I can't let things go any worse. But even after all this shits, im trying my best, really. Know that I love you like before and I'll always miss you. I miss all the times. I almost cried reading your pasts texts/blog posts/and anything else. I just miss you and I cannot bear to let you leave me after all what you've taught me. Im sorry for everything that happens. I love you and only you. May we last long.

School was rather okay. There's no more terrorists at school gate. I was so damn prepared to like tie up my hair because if I don't, they'll catch me. Then ended up, they're not standing at gate anymore. Yay cause there is no more temperature taking.

I think Shaf said something cute to me just now morning. I bought chocolate drink and planned to bring it to class. I realized something bout myself. She said in Malay " Lisha, you must break school rules everyday is it"
And we both were laughing cause I realized every day I break the school rules cause every single day, I'll be either using my phone or eating in class or anywhere I can. I smuggle in sweets to class and all. Okay Lame. But breaking school rules without getting caught. My phone was confiscated so far once only during this 5 years. That was during sec 2. Kay maintain.

Im left with English P2, Malay LC, Biology and Sciences MCQ. Malay P2 was harder than expected. Imagine yourself reading more than 5 times reading the Mcq compre. Its MCQ. The story was idk how to describe. The qns was nowhere to be found. Its like as if the typed out the wrong answer. Kay.we'll see how much I get. Maths was omg, I don't have time. Very sad, 2.5 hours still not enough. But I know I've seen people sleeping halfway :D Arghhhh, Biology paper and that's it. No more memorizing paper except Mcq Sciences. &School are selling chocolates. I've intended to buy for Mummy for Mother's Day. But the problem, my boncit pig brother is not giving me the money -.- And winks, im meeting Pretty Boy later. wheeee~ since yesterday didn't meet up and we had a small miscommunication. At the same time, I'll be meeting Fizah to teach her English(macam paham). Just revising actually.

I miss my BestFriends. We didn't meet up for idk how many days. Saddddddd. When do I get to meet them and smoke with them and chill with them? ); Okay soooobbbbbbbbs. We're having MYE. The pathetic thing is, all the ones having MYE are having on different time. When im having exams they're having normal school. When mine is over then they start. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Rez texted me saying that my mp4 is lost. My Green accompany friend is missing); I swear to the person who took it get Swine Flu. Amin. But Rez is getting me a new one. I'll be surveying for new mp4 Green in colour which is cheaper than that so he don't have to spend a lot. Pity him cause he's using his bursary money. Okay Rez, I try get the super murah nak mampos but good quality okay(:

Okay Bye, I wanna play guitar herooooooooooooooo~
Baby! I miss you. Hurry end schoooooool~

♥ L i s h a ♥