Thursday, May 7, 2009
I just feel down now. I don't know what choice im left with. I just find crying a way to help me now. I just can't put my mind at ease now. I keep thinking of what happen. For once, please stop the hard times we're having now. Please start anew like how it was suppose to be. I really didn't expect things like this to be lasting so long. I just feel down. All I need was your accompany. I just need you. At least im happy you're trying to be responsible to do something. Its a something. I wish I could put what's on my mind here. But no, I can't. I just find it very personal. Figuring it out what's next. Even having exams, I know i'll put it aside. It's two different thing. I've made up my mind to try not to think about it but instead to think of you. It just made me smile abit when your BabyNisa asked for you. She have been wanting to see you again. But idk when. I wish you would meet me up at least a while to meet that cute lil baby. Now, I can't close my eyes and put myself to sleep. I just find it very difficult. Forget it. I'll try even if it takes me hours. I love you Baby cause I believe you're my only one. Im sorry for being an irritating kid who keeps complaining to you about this. Im just scared.
I'll be going out with lil baby to take a walk outside. If you kids see me out there, please don't assume it's my child cause it isn't.
♥ L i s h a ♥
L i s h a .

im 6teen !
my life's a failure .
Family/Boyf/Bestf are the best !
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