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Thursday, April 30, 2009

Sense of Belonging,
Nothing can explains why am I smiling so widely as I am typing.
Maybe I know, I shall see if I should type it out here.

I was kinda having a bad day. I almost wanted to give up. But my pretty boy piece of note was on my mind. I remembered he said, be strong, be strong. Today was the day that I really shouted at a classmate of mine because I was really angry with her for screaming with her super high pitched voice. Today, i think it was more of self-intensive study. Really! Reason being is because most teachers are busy with the Symphony Of Praise II. So ended up I had only Chemistry. How sad it this cause I was soooooo excited to come back school. And I think I did something bad today. I cheated. I was having temperature taking and my temperature was 37.8. I know i'll be send home and I don't want it. Sooooo, when my thermometer was showing at 37.4 even before it sounded the tit..tit..tit.. sound, I took it out. Okay, very bad. I know im still having fever but I was really excited to go school); On the other hand I felt like giving up or maybe crying cause I realized I've lost my maths foundation in my brain. But thanks to Vien and Dean for their help cause I actually know how to do already. My brain is really not functioning well this days. One month for Malay O's -.- I feel bad too for texting Pretty Boy at the wrong timing. He was having presentation and I he finds it rude, Sorry B! );

I had weird dreams this days. And nowwwww~ I know the reason why this Bimbo, Shakilah, will smile at times for no reason. Ohorrrrr, I tell teacher if you bully me eh. Kay enough.

Im currently looking at my aunty's facebook. I miss them. I rarely gets to meet them. The flowers there are like omg, super nice and beautiful. I want to go Guildford. I want the snow season. Dream on! Maybe after O's~

I get to meet pretty boy today after dayyyyyyyys. I miss him a lot and that's why im smiling widely. It's been long time and today I felt happy. :D (kay shhhhh.) Im getting used to meet him once or twice only since I really got to buck up in O's. And I don't blame him for this cause I find it good. Equals less fights. But I will pick a fight with him why he must miss me :D After O's then can party again. I find it better whereby I miss him a lot and when meet up, boooooooom! tadaaaa, get hug to let go how much I miss him. Gave Seventeen Again a miss); Kay at least I get to meet him im happy. Pitied him cause he was tired after four days school. Imagine 6.45am like that out of house already and back home late night. I think i've fainted by then.

Okay, now, im hungry. Very hungry. );

Nights. I want to do a bit of Maths. Omg its like 1135pm and I still can do Maths. Siao already.

Muhd Khairi, I miss you already! How?

I will kidnap you soon since I can't today.

♥ L i s h a ♥