You know I believe, that we are meant to be

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Sense of Belonging,
Nothing can explains why am I smiling so widely as I am typing.
Maybe I know, I shall see if I should type it out here.

I was kinda having a bad day. I almost wanted to give up. But my pretty boy piece of note was on my mind. I remembered he said, be strong, be strong. Today was the day that I really shouted at a classmate of mine because I was really angry with her for screaming with her super high pitched voice. Today, i think it was more of self-intensive study. Really! Reason being is because most teachers are busy with the Symphony Of Praise II. So ended up I had only Chemistry. How sad it this cause I was soooooo excited to come back school. And I think I did something bad today. I cheated. I was having temperature taking and my temperature was 37.8. I know i'll be send home and I don't want it. Sooooo, when my thermometer was showing at 37.4 even before it sounded the tit..tit..tit.. sound, I took it out. Okay, very bad. I know im still having fever but I was really excited to go school); On the other hand I felt like giving up or maybe crying cause I realized I've lost my maths foundation in my brain. But thanks to Vien and Dean for their help cause I actually know how to do already. My brain is really not functioning well this days. One month for Malay O's -.- I feel bad too for texting Pretty Boy at the wrong timing. He was having presentation and I he finds it rude, Sorry B! );

I had weird dreams this days. And nowwwww~ I know the reason why this Bimbo, Shakilah, will smile at times for no reason. Ohorrrrr, I tell teacher if you bully me eh. Kay enough.

Im currently looking at my aunty's facebook. I miss them. I rarely gets to meet them. The flowers there are like omg, super nice and beautiful. I want to go Guildford. I want the snow season. Dream on! Maybe after O's~

I get to meet pretty boy today after dayyyyyyyys. I miss him a lot and that's why im smiling widely. It's been long time and today I felt happy. :D (kay shhhhh.) Im getting used to meet him once or twice only since I really got to buck up in O's. And I don't blame him for this cause I find it good. Equals less fights. But I will pick a fight with him why he must miss me :D After O's then can party again. I find it better whereby I miss him a lot and when meet up, boooooooom! tadaaaa, get hug to let go how much I miss him. Gave Seventeen Again a miss); Kay at least I get to meet him im happy. Pitied him cause he was tired after four days school. Imagine 6.45am like that out of house already and back home late night. I think i've fainted by then.

Okay, now, im hungry. Very hungry. );

Nights. I want to do a bit of Maths. Omg its like 1135pm and I still can do Maths. Siao already.

Muhd Khairi, I miss you already! How?

I will kidnap you soon since I can't today.

♥ L i s h a ♥

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Pretty Boy(:

If this post comes out anytime when im not online, im going to hate blogger 1% for not posting when I want. Im sickkkkkk, im down with fever and (-). damnnnnnnn it. Its been two days. I miss my friends and I miss running. Okay random. Im going back school tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be better expected. Okay Bye.

I miss my pretty boy );

♥ L i s h a ♥

Monday, April 27, 2009

Sunshine

School is tiring today. Had El, again she picked on me. I was on the verge of pushing the table and tell her to stop being bias. Very tempted. But I guess my patience is still there. I've got lots of homeworks. English, Maths(Graphhhhhs siaaaa)& Biology. Im gonna do my revision for Ss again since I didn't really elaborated them.

Okay, off now. I miss BoyFriend. Nak meet soon boleh? :D

kay love you pantat!~

♥ L i s h a ♥

Sunday, April 26, 2009

(Sayang dier manymany)

Believe

& you're holding me

Im home the whole day. Studied ss and did self-notes. I wanted to go to find the place where PacNet is to disconnect Internet. But I dont know where is it, really. Me & Fizah was chatting just now. We made each other jealous saying which is nicer. Ribena that I was drinking or the bread she was eating. Definitely Ribena right? :D Texting B was funny at some parts. BoyFriend bought new phone already(infrared eh B? :D ). And i'll be getting the same phone as him, OneLove mahhh~ macam paham. He also bought wireless already.

Mummy ask me to go with her to TampOne on Weds. She say can get phone there. She randomly asked. And Thurs is tadaaaaaaaaa, I want to hit the Singapore Flyer with BoyFriend & BestFriends(Maybe?) Friday no school, yay. Study date with Fizah tomorrow is cancelled, its okay Fizah. Btw you people should go www.play-fm.blogspot.com . can dedicate songs there. Its an online radio. I was famous for a moment there thanks to Faaaaa eh, pantat!

I'll never regret loving you.
Even being hurt.
All I want is You.
Remember that I trust you.
And that ILoveYou always.

♥ L i s h a ♥

Glad that things are back in place. I know it was the biggest fight and we're on the verge of giving up. But still, it went back well and kept Sixth alive. I love you B and im Sorry manymany.

My first Obor Bahas was today. I think it was awesome with those who I have yet to meet long time. And went out with BoyFriend&BestFriends. I think I should see the doctor cause i've been vomiting Foam, Disgusting. Tomorrow i'll be staying at home to studyyyyyyyyy. Mid-Year Exams are in one week time.

Okay nights, ily BoyFriend.

♥ L i s h a ♥

Friday, April 24, 2009

(I still love you no matter what)

Thank God for giving me the strength.
Thanks Boyfriend for really giving the chance. I hope i'll be able to make things right this time. Im sorry.

I can't wait to get practical results, cos I think I did fairly well. Maybe only. Im having Paper Ones later and I've yet to sleep. My body isnt right. Im having a temperature of 38.2. And I vomited a plastic full just now including the gastric juice in my stomach. Kay disgusting, shuddup. My mid-year are really here. Maths have come to an end. Its left with only revisions. Equals, I can jolly well do maths w/s. And the sickening thing is, we don't get ten year series this year. Not even a single topic. At least I have BoyFriend's books. Not to forget, I have Oral tomorrow too. I'll end at 3 like that since im fourth to go for the second group :D

I should sleep now, hopefully I don't overslept. If I do, let me have a high fever so I'll be able to meet the doctor. Kay no. Afterall, I think school is not bad except for the 'chers. Nyeh, JLPX got biten by her dog again! This time at lips. Haha, so 'cute' sia you Joyce Pretty Ler!

Kay nights.
Imy.

♥ L i s h a ♥

Friday, April 10, 2009

Please relink, thanks(:

♥ L i s h a ♥